silencing self-doubt
I've always heard that you are your own worst critic. I realize the truth to this statement whenever I design.
Facing time and weather constraints, I tried to gather ideas early, preparing thumbnails, scanning the internet for images and working with Illustrator to develop ideas. As I gathered design ideas, I continually asked myself whether the concept was original and true to the text. The concept I decided to follow through with incorporates the many layers of the text.
Inspired by a circus poster I found at http://www.deviantart.com/ I blended the elements of her clown garb and her breast cancer together in the cover illustration.

I went back and forth for hours, changing colors and fonts, varying the gradient and although I decided in the previous illustration for the cover, the illustration on the right was in a close second.

Overall, I'm pleased with how the cover turned out. I intend to redesign this cover in the future, but after months of not working with the programs and designing, I surprised myself with the final product.
As for the feature, I used illustrations to show the way that all areas of Heather Carver's life, the play, cancer, teaching and her humor are wound together. Continuing a magic/circus inspiration I used Illustrator to develop a subtle frame around the spreads. The stars represent the play and the stage-lighting, the red balls represent her humor, the black laced ribbon represents the inner-twined nature of her family and teaching that were her strength during her recovery and the pink ribbon represents breast cancer. This frame holds the piece together and supports the text, just as all of these factors do for Carver.


I'm pleased with the overall concept of the feature but given the opportunity to redesign, I would consider using more color throughout the spreads and tying the text in with the photos better.